TRANSFORMATION AND DAWN OF COLLEGE LIFE
Every day was an effort to go to college. It felt like I was living a dual life, caught between two contrasting worlds. I came from a very affluent family, residing in the high class area, and wearing the finest, most expensive clothes. Yet, I found myself attending an academically average college with intellectually below-average students.
At that time, these superficial distinctions mattered.
I knew deep down inside that this was not my path, that I was destined for something higher, something greater than my current circumstances. I had to rise above, not just academically, but in every aspect of my life.
It was at this point that I realized the power of my own mind. I learned to control the disease mentally, and not let it define me or limit my potential. Music became my constant companion, a source of healing and inspiration that helped me isolate the mind from the body and find a new rhythm of life leading to musicality.
I was very interested in Psychology and Sociology, half way through the first year of college, I had already decided to pursue a Masters degree in the future.
Through intense self-introspection and unfaltering determination, not only did I pass my courses but graduated first year of college with distinction.
I sought and gained admission into one of the most prestigious colleges in Mumbai, a testament to my resilience and my refusal to be held back by adversity. I was on my way to a greater life with hopes and aspirations galore.
The bus ride to college was interesting. I'd observe the city waking up, the diverse faces of my fellow passengers, each with their own stories, their own struggles and triumphs. College itself was a revelation. Soon I began to forge new connections, made a lot of friends and soon gained popularity.
Losing touch with my school friends had initially felt like a loss, another consequence of my condition. But with a newfound sense of self-assurance, I discovered a surprising ease in meeting new people. I was no longer the girl defined by her illness, but someone with interests, opinions, and a growing sense of self-worth.
My parents, who had witnessed my struggles and sacrifices, were now observing a transformation. They saw me taking charge of my life, and maneuvering through its complexities with renewed grace and determination. Their happiness was palpable, a silent acknowledgment of the strength I had found within myself.
Life in its own unpredictable way was opening up before me, with wide arms beckoning me to explore and conquer.
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CONFIDENCE,LOOKS AND POSITIVE ATTITUDE
There was no looking back now. Life was only going to get better from here on. With this complete inner transformation, a new self-confidence radiated through my personality.
I carried myself with exceptional grace and assurance, and it was very easy to make friends. I made great friends, with people from all walks of life and it felt good and fulfilling. I went to movies, indulged in shopping sprees, and attended parties, embracing the joys of youth, fun and laughter.
For the first time, I felt supremely happy, free from the shadows that had once haunted me. With this positive disposition, my disease almost disappeared, as if my inner joy had the power to heal my physical ailments.
I felt needed and belonged to a normal society and felt a sense of acceptance that I had longed for. I was thriving in my studies and my social life, embracing every opportunity that came my way.
The years went by quickly, filled with enjoyment, learning, and the excitement of discovering who I was becoming.
To keep my mind occupied, to channel my energy and focus, I immersed myself in a variety of pursuits. I began tutoring younger students, finding a sense of purpose in helping others. I also assisted at an optometrist clinic. And then there was the boutique understanding the subtle art of salesmanship.
Beyond these jobs, I dedicated myself to learning new skills. I taught myself sewing, typing and learned the art of making soft toys and artificial flowers. I also took up cross-stitch and learnt Indian cooking and continental dishes with various desserts.
My commitment to physical well-being remained continuous. I was a regular at a prestigious gym. I embraced aerobics. I also advanced to a blue belt in karate, the discipline and focus helped in aligning mental and physical self. And finally, I pursued my interest in earning a Diploma in Travel & Tourism. The textbooks were filled with images of exotic locales, bustling cities, and breathtaking landscapes, fueling my dreams of future adventures.
These endeavors left me with little time to dwell on my disease or past hardships. My days were active, my mind engaged, my spirit invigorated. I felt smart, radiant, and ready to take on the world.
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